It has dawned on me that I am not where I should be in my Christian walk. Yes I go to church every Sunday and I go to Bible study on Tuesday and even youth group on Fridays but when I look back to where I started from and where I am now, I can see that my growth has stunted. I still read my Bible and speak to God but I am still at the same spiritual level I was two years ago. So I started to ask God about this and it came to me while I was studying that I had not given every bit of me to God. My prayer life was so short and devotions are shorter so although I have been doing it everyday, it became more like a chore. Now I am going back to the way things were when I would spend hours at the feet of my Lord and just be. I am going back there so that I can change my spiritual diet. Enough of the milk, get me some big chunky piece of meat.

"In fact, though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you the elementary truths of God's word all over again. You need milk, not solid food! Anyone who lives on milk, being still an infant, is not acquainted with the teaching about righteousness. But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil" (Hebrews 5:12-14 NIV).